𝙸 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚒𝚏 𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚍

If you remember anything of me, after I leave this world, remember that I loved even when it was foolish.

That I cared even when it was unwanted.

When my body is gone, remember my heart.

#Abdullah

You were not born to pay bills, lose sleep, and answer emails. You were born to romanticize your life and make questionable decisions.

A story doesn't exist unless it's Told.

A message about love...

Love in the moment, not with anticipation, but with enjoyment.

Love and hold that moment.

Let that love fill your heart, your mind and your life.

Love without expectation.

Or being loved back with the satisfaction

of love and peace, it brings to that moment.

Love the unwavering love, the whole fullness of love and most of all, love to love.

As it moves me,

So it moves you.

#Abdullah

Speak the truth at all time, but let it come from a heart filled with love to see the other become better.

Speaking the truth without love is cruelty, so also to love without speaking the truth is deception.

Most people don't know the true meaning of being truthful, which means to tell the truth with empathy, to do it in love, instead of just saying whatever is on your mind disregarding the damage you can cause.

Speak your mind, but ensure the words you find are true, loving and kind.

People can get hurt with the truth you speak, and that's okay, as long as you say it with the goal of helping the other grow, learn and become better person.

It becomes dangerous and wicked if you speak it with the intention of damaging another. Whatever you do, do it in love, anything other than that is far away from the truth.

Speak the truth, no matter how difficult, but do it in a gentle, kind and inoffensive manner. Let the other see you have his or her best interest in heart. Your motivation to speak should be as a result of love, and must be delivered with wisdom.

For the goal of truth is freedom, not destruction.

#Abdullah.

A story doesn't exist unless it's Told.

He dipped his fingers into my mouth

and called me his.

I brought the animal out in him.

The side he showed no one else.

And I became something feral, taunting, and submissive. The very thing he needed and craved.

I felt wanted and adored.

He felt needed, cathartic, and in control.

And when we collided, storms erupted violently.

It is quite unbelievable that there will be people that I will love unconditionally that I have not even met yet. Somewhere out there, in a supermarket or singing in the shower, there are souls that have not touched mine yet but will, eventually.

Being faithful in a relationship isn't just about staying out of someone else's bed.

It's way deeper than that.

It's the texts you don't send, the flirty conversations you don't entertain, and the decisions you make when no one's watching.

Being faithful isn't just about avoiding the act of cheating. It's about consciously removing yourself from any situation that could potentially blur the lines. It's about not seeking validation or attention from anyone outside the relationship. It's about not having anything on your phone that you wouldn't want your partner to see.

Being truly faithful is not just about physical monogamy. It's about emotional integrity.

As he was inside me, with his weight on top of me, he kissed me on my forehead softly again and again- in between kissing my lips hard and passionately, as he said 'You know what a kiss on the forehead means'.

I was silent.

I knew what it meant. It meant protection. Respect. It meant undying love. It meant I'm his, and his alone. It meant 'you're mine'. It meant I mean the world to him. I didn't need to answer his statement. He knew I knew what it meant. We understood each other in those sweet seconds as he stayed inside me.

And in that moment, I fell in love with him more than I already do...

And he didn't even know it.