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having anxious attachment styles SUCKS especially with long distance relationships bc yeah we’ve only been talking/dating for 2 months but you called me 3 days in a row bc last week on your way home from work and you message me consistently but i’ve only met you once or twice and now i feel ridiculous for missing you and feeling unmotivated to do anything now that it’s over
Checking my transits for valentines day and it's looking good y'all 😋🤭🤞🏾
True tho
How many people have you met bc you were in the same fandom? I've met way too many
Long lost lover living out
of sight, out of mind. I find myself
forgetting how it was to lay
eyes upon you, to lay beside
the water, to feel the soft caress
of your whispered words on my
waiting ear. Lover half a world away,
I no longer remember the sharp
glint of your smile, the sensuous
depth of your laughter. All I remember
Is your impossible perfection. Absence
makes the heart grow ill, poisons
memories to be larger than
love. Stay away lover, I fear
you’ll rob me of my love for your
image. I have broken a commandment;
I idolize your memory above you.
my boy by csh was specifically made for boyfriends that went home for winter break and are now long-distance for a month
our timelines do not cross in a million lifetimes I am here, you are there you are here, I am gone only the lonesome nights we spend on our own letting us dream of something more
how to fall in love if there is nothing to fall for? and believe me a stolen laugh is not nearly enough to call our nothingness an illusion of love
Head spinning
Head winning
Heart cruising
Heart losing
Brain barely working
Brain thoughts lurking
Feet walking
Feet stalking
Knees yell
Knees swell
Shoulders weak
Shoulders seek
Forehead sweat
Better yet
Befuddled
Everything is muddled
Hands shake
Fingers break
I'm so dependent
I sure am happy I sent it
You make me loose
I am a really silly goose!
When you disappear I miss you
I don't have a clue
I trust this one
Half the battle with you has been won
How and why is what I ask
What if you are wearing a mask?
I'm stuck with a bad case of the what if's
Those two words leave me hanging off cliffs
I will let you slither into my shoe, you already know it's a slipper
You understand fart rippers
Head no longer twirling
Heart won, happily whirling
Distance-in
“I’d rather be distant in distance
than any other kinda
I’d rather be distant in distance
than any other kind
I’m sorry I can’t make it
It’s just like that sometimes
I’d rather be distant in distance
than any other kind”
The thing no one tells you about falling in love is the loneliness of missing them. Falling in love with someone from across two bridges, a tunnel and state lines. There's cravings that will never be fulfilled, a never ending lust for an interaction that is otherwise deemed impossible. When it's 3am and I've collapsed into my pillows from the overwhelming emptiness that hovers over me at the early hours of the morning, there is no driving over for a hug. There is no midnight fast food runs or early morning diner dates. There is no "come outside" or "open the door." And on nights like tonight when I crave your arms more than the oxygen in my lungs, the extra distance between our hearts strings a little more than usual.
Nadia Starbinski, from “excerpts from the book i’ll never write”